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Remembering dreams

14/1/2014

 
Why do I keep dreaming of a place called Trinity Apartments?  It's a red, almost shipping container-like complex, windowless from the rear where it is cantilevered out over the hillside that drops away steeply.  It's always undergoing renovation, not fit for habitation, or peopled with unseen strangers, their discontent seeping through the walls in a tangible psychic vibe.  I've been meeting someone there for about three dreams now, but nothing ever comes of it; either the dream ends and no dice, or it feels as though I've missed them by a short time.  The view from the hillside is indistinct, and I don't know if the landscape heads toward the sea or just more land.  There is a strange feeling of suspension, of slight frustration, indecision.

Remarks- I don't know of a place called Trinity Apartments, nor have I been thinking of these words in any conscious manner.  I really don't know what to make of this recurring business but it feels... significant.  Almost as though I'm in the thoughts of someone remote, perhaps known to me; if I had to describe that sensation, I would liken it to the influence of barometric pressure.  Sounds mad, doesn't it?
Probably is.

liked this moon image by twitchyspastic

14/1/2014

 
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twitchyspastic, you're turning me on.

RubyHue Lipstick Review: MAC Riri Bad Girl matte (LE)

13/1/2014

 
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There's actually nothing bad about MAC Riri Bad Girl, apart from the name and tacky white plastic/faux-gold packaging.  That's nasty enough, to be sure.  (I remember the eighties and the first time all this budget bling made the rounds.)  Bad Girl is just a nice prim mid-toned neutral nude.  A nude for non-nudists, in that it will tame cool, darkly-pigmented lips like mine without bringing on the blowup doll/ mouthless horror-face.  It possibly looks more striking (and certainly more orange) in the bullet than it does on the lips, so don't expect it to rock your world chromatically.  Indoors, I'm seeing a tasteful and slightly dusty-pink result beside my very pale Irish-type skin.  If you're familiar with MAC Mehr, you're getting close, though that's cooler.  MAC Taupe is the same sort of middling tone, but warmer and more ochre.

I'm including quite a few pics since nudes are so hard to judge from jpegs.  I know a lot of you are going to be dropping serious money on this item from evil resellers so I hope this is a help to someone.  

Texturally, Bad Girl is perfectly fine; a nice smooth, non-claggy matte and one of MAC's better efforts in this respect.  The colour is very flat and sheenless but if this isn't your thing, a dab of balm or gloss will work wonders.  Pigment is evenly distributed; I'm not experiencing ugly buildups or patchiness.  You can move it around on the lips after application so you don't feel as though you've dipped your poor old mouth in plaster. 
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It's a shame Bad Girl isn't more widely available; almost anyone could find something to love about this shade, from novice pre-teens to hardcore slap veterans, punks to perdy princesses.  It's an everyday thing for the conservative and a nice change of pace if you're into a hardcore look.  I can't really think of anyone who should avoid it, except perhaps... maybe a very cool/ashy platinum blonde?  Might look a bit... dusty.  Everyone else should be fine, I'd imagine.
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L2R: MAC Russian Red, Bad Girl, Taupe, Hot Tahiti. Indoor daylight, unflashed. Colours true to life here.
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L2R: MAC Russian Red, Bad Girl, Taupe, Hot Tahiti. Direct summer sunlight giving a warmed, yellower result.

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RobyHue Lipstick Review: MAC Riri Bad Girl (LE)

13/1/2014

 
(Note: my original review (13/1/2014) seems to have disappeared into the ether so here's another :-/ )
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There's actually nothing bad about MAC Riri Bad Girl, apart from the name and tacky white plastic/faux-gold packaging.  That's nasty enough, to be sure.  (I remember the eighties and the first time all this budget bling made the rounds.)  Bad Girl is just a nice prim mid-toned neutral nude.  A nude for non-nudists, in that it will tame cool, darkly-pigmented lips like mine without bringing on the blowup doll/ mouthless horror-face.  It possibly looks more striking (and certainly more orange) in the bullet than it does on the lips, so don't expect it to rock your world chromatically.  Indoors, I'm seeing a tasteful and slightly dusty-pink result beside my very pale Irish-type skin.  If you're familiar with MAC Mehr, you're getting close, though that's cooler.  MAC Taupe is the same sort of middling tone, but warmer and more ochre.
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I'm including quite a few tube pics since nudes are so hard to judge from jpegs.  I know a lot of you are going to be dropping serious money on this item from evil resellers so I hope this is a help to someone.  ​
​Texturally, Bad Girl is perfectly fine; a nice smooth, non-claggy matte and one of MAC's better efforts in this respect.  The colour is very flat and sheenless but if this isn't your thing, a dab of balm or gloss will work wonders. 
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Pigment is evenly distributed; I'm not experiencing ugly buildups or patchiness.  You can move it around on the lips after application so you don't feel as though you've dipped your poor old mouth in plaster. 
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It's a shame Bad Girl isn't more widely available; almost anyone could find something to love about this shade, from novice pre-teens to hardcore slap veterans, punks to perdy princesses.  It's an everyday thing for the conservative and a nice change of pace if you're into a hardcore look.  I can't really think of anyone who should avoid it, except perhaps... maybe a very cool/ashy platinum blonde?  Might look a bit... dusty.  Everyone else should be fine, I'd imagine.
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L2R: MAC Russian Red, Riri Bad Girl, Taupe, Hot Tahiti.
​Indoor daylight, unflashed. Colours true to life here.

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Pieces on Alexander McQueen,  &  12 Years a Slave Costume design

12/1/2014

 
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Nice concise view of McQueen's process as he went about his last collection.
Waplington's book out now (I think) if you're interested.
Oh Alexander.  Why?
READ THE PIECE HERE

Designer Patricia Norris talks about her work on '12 Years a Slave'

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READ IT HERE.  Typos + slightly patronizing but hey, it's Vanity Fair.  I haven't seen the flick yet myself; I'll review it in the fullness of time for the benefit of like-minded arse-draggers everywhere.  

The Blackthorn Orphans Serialization: Intel

10/1/2014

 
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Josephine sat behind the wheel of her jeep while men in khaki circled it with black dogs and passed mirrored poles beneath it before retreating to their armoured station.  A boom laden with biometric sensors passed over the vehicle, constructing a detailed scan.  When it had been cleared, the massive steel drawbridge in her way fell into its footings, the sound shuddering through the ground even as she drove away from the cordon.  Though the soft black bitumen was wide enough to allow only the slimmest margin between two passing cars, she preferred to keep her speed up on the last leg to her destination.  

An endless host of tall, cloned cedars pressed up to the edge of the tarmac, their symmetry crowding out the sky, their pointed crowns like the floor of a pit trap, drawing the rain out of the clouds.  It struck her windscreen and the road on its way into the granite beneath the snaking roots and the corpses of the animals poisoned by the vegetation's engineered toxicity.  She slowed, though she could make the turn into the carpark in her sleep.  Cameras soaring overhead on pole mounts, motile and cyclopian, maintained their omniscience with sensors tuned to thermal signatures and movement; they followed her to the entrance, with its staged doors and mechanized rituals.  Institutional paranoia had invested the facility with attributes reviled by its inmates and infamous amongst the free-living communities from which they had been excised.  Its massive footings, set two metres into bedrock, and impervious construction turned back sound and excluded every circadian cue so that the concept of time and seasonality died an airless death.  Heading north at the first juncture in the corridor, she blinked against the brightness of its brushed silver panelling and negotiated two more checkpoints, finding that she was the first to arrive to the briefing.  

She ignored the figure sitting behind the observation window in the adjacent cell and sat down on the table by a high slit window and its view of the dull green, stable-like barracks.  Its residents submitted to a search by guards, the bunkhouses stripped, spartan effects dumped in the midst of their caged yards to be soaked by the rain.  The field crews were easy to distinguish from their wardens, having been ordered at gunpoint from their clothing so that they stood with hands clasped behind their thick necks against the razor-wire.  Like yarded steers they bore their treatment with thwarted rancor, their undress exposing prison tattoos in black and dirty green, laced with gang code, illiterate obscenities and misshapen cartoon whores acquired in the institutions from which they had been recruited.  Those surviving recent duty sported fresh contusions and taped-up fleshwounds.  A few entered into abortive scuffles, grimly trading taser shots and prostration on the tarmac for the chance to express their rage.  Most stood dumbly, steam rising from their shoulders while the rain dripped from their elbows, quelled by the prospect of collective chastisement via the devices buried in their mastoid processes, the scars descending from their left ears.  A screaming white tone punished dissent at the behest of a radio frequency and at the discretion of their betters, and its veterans knew better than to court it openly.  The sight of them recalled the thick, rank smell of their felonious mass, tainted by feedlot rations crammed with protein and dosed with prophylactic compounds.

Josephine looked away from the glass as she was joined by the head of her division.  He possessed a given name, but she could not imagine a mother mustering enough enthusiasm to bestow anything beyond some arbitrary homage to undifferentiated forefathers.  Behind pristine silver rims O'Connor's narrow features held an untried teenage blandness that had tailed him into middle age; in aspect, he was the anthropomorphic expression of the facility he served, thriving in its gleaming viscera.  He stood still before the soundproof door awaiting the acknowledgement that always tasted so sapidly of submission and having gained it, he turned his attention to the adjacent chamber.  A stout metal chair was bolted to its bare floor and an elderly woman occupied it, tightly wrapped in a thick, pilled coat of flowered green; her night gown and bed socks betrayed the circumstances of her apprehension.  Sparse white hair rose in a flame shape on her head.  She began to pat at it slowly, misted eyes half closed.  The heavy door re-opened before Trent, shambling in his solitary, threadbare navy suit.  Shaw wore his own gunmetal two piece into the room with all the poise that it required, setting down his briefcase and laying out the contents of his dossier in careful sequence.  

Trent was drawn toward the window by the barrack search.  

“What’re they tossing for this time?” he muttered.  O’Connor replied without looking up from Shaw's material.
“Weapons hoarding in C house.”
“You expect those boys to live out there with those damn things runnin round the woods?  And they all know what you're pointin them at next... that fuckin word's gone round.”  

His superior smiled at his concerns.

"While their personal difficulties will always touch me deeply, I suspect their time here is more fulfilling than twenty to life in SuperMax, however brief.”  

Shaw cleared his throat and closed his jacket, standing to present his findings.

“Female civilian secondaries.” he began, reaching down to tap a surveillance shot.  “The maid.  Susan Ellen Christabel, British national, literate, twenty-three, five three, no visible distinguishing, expired visa, no medical records, no green card.  She’s a little adversarial, but at this point, I’m confident she's green.”  He moved on to the next file.  “Lilian Natalia Frost, native born, literate.  Twenty-nine, five nine, one tattoo, trackmarks... a couple of ER visits early on, no recorded admissions for eight years.  Came out of Ferngate Juvenile at eighteen... her records are sealed, but we’ll have them soon.  Ferngate was high security for adjudicated minors... whatever she did, she missed the pen but only just.  We can assume there was significant violent offending in her background."        
“Adult convictions?”
“Two prostitution misdemeanors, one for possession.  Nothing recent, no meaningful time served, no warrants outstanding.  I can confirm she’s still active, probably heavily connected, but we don't know which precinct she’s paying into.  Sub One could be running her game now.  I dumped her accounts... averaged over a six month window, she’s pulling six G a week.”
"Have you been able to do a psychometric pass on this one yet?”  O’Connor’s dark eyes were hidden behind reflected streaks of ceiling light on the surface of his glasses.  
“As yet there’s been no verbal... she’s an unstable alpha, highly evasive, off the scale issues around authority, narcotic use to go with... right now I can’t engage her without overstepping.  I like the housekeeper a lot more for disclosure.  She's totally green, cleanskin... not too sharp... she'll give us what we need when I go to work on her.”

Laying out the next group of photographs, Shaw looked to Josephine.  If O’Connor perceived the intimacy already obvious in Susan and William’s documented exchanges, nothing in his face betrayed it. 

“Why has there been no meaningful headway on their finances?"
"Sub one's got it locked down, solid visible means, snow-white flow... someone's burying their black market action deep."        
"I want another asset recovery team on this, and I'm thinking we should use the housekeeper’s immigration status to extract her.” O'Connor remarked, re-examining the photographs.  “It’s a federal beef.  They'll let her slide and thank their stars no one came for them.”

Josephine shook her head.

"If they got a taste for maids and whores...” Trent snorted, looking to her as though the objection was fantastic.  “There's plenty more where they came from.  Pick her up and put her in the damn chair.”
“I understood my recommendations would be considered wh...”
“And that very generous leeway was contingent upon whatever you turned in.” O'Connor reminded her.  They looked to Shaw together; he shrugged loosely, framing support of their superior's position and Josephine replied just as he cleared his throat to do the same.
“I’ve put three hundred hours into this site... we can't uplift the female secondaries.  They’ll see it for what it is and run, and so will their associates.  We can't have that kind of panic.”  

O’Connor responded with a strange warning smile that was clearly audible in his voice.  

“Anything else you’d like to critique, given that they're now fully aware of your outstanding surveillance detail?”
"What we have is good... we don't know why the second sub shifted to the compound, and we don't have all the relationships tied down, but we could not have asked for a better distribution... why go in and disrupt that?” she insisted.

Beneath its weathered tan Trent’s face held the congested colour of a small boy mired in defiance.  Behind them, the elderly woman had gotten stiffly out of her chair and walked to the barrier that walled her from the bickering party; she knocked slowly on the glass, awaiting their attention.  Trent's barely-contained disaffection distracted O'Connor from his intended monologue.  

"Mr Trent, you are here as a professional courtesy..."
"What’re we gonna be using on them?  Word is these freaks spit out tungsten and green-tip... what the fuck’re we supposed to do if we can’t light them up?” 
“You'll get your game plan and ordinance if and when you're tasked."  O'Connor scowled, irritated at the speed with which such restive apocrypha had disseminated.  "And while we're on this, their classification and taxonomy do not concern you, so do not continue to promulgate misinformation.  I won't warn you again."

Trent snorted back a sinus full of mucous.

“Have y'thought about how you're gonna to keep them locked down before you roll them off the goddamn truck?” he muttered.  "Or are you just gonna pray nothing makes it past the Bambis?"
"We're done here."  Watching Trent slap his knees and rock forward from his chair with a narrow stare, O'Connor glanced at his watch and stood up.  "Work hard.  I want you both back here with a whole lot more."

Trent smirked at the elderly detainee behind the partition and lifted a fist to drum a rhythm on the material that separated them.  With ophidian swiftness the woman sprang from her chair and threw herself at him, mouth open wide, jaw folding back into deep creases. From her throat a thin black liquid spattered in violent emission against the glass, almost concealing the bifurcated tongue that fell over her lower lip and was sucked back with a slow, rattling hiss that did not escape the compartment in which she was sealed.

“Shit... what the hell?" he chuckled.  O’Connor did not bother to look up as he walked past them.
“By-catch.  It’s headed down to the labs this afternoon.”

The woman returned to her seat while her audience filed out the door, drawing back her sleeve and cleaning a bullet wound on her forearm with her curling, mallow-coloured tongue.  Shaw remained with Josephine, who had made no move to leave.  She began leafing through the files again.

“Bambis?” he murmured.
"Autonomous Defence Modules.”
His frowned deepened.
“You mean the...”  He tipped his head in the direction of the window, with its looming backdrop of encircling trees.  “I thought they were still in beta...”  Josephine allowed him to speculate.  “Why bambis?”

She turned each photograph the right way up as she examined them.

“Because they have no mother and live in the woods."
"We should've let them extract the housekeeper.  We could sweat the whole story out of her in five good minutes.”
"Ever seen fake Feds blooded out with their own bodyparts?” she inquired without looking at him.  "She doesn't know anything worth telling.  I want her there until she does."

He slid his laptop back into its case and looked toward the window, watching the barrack search as it was concluded.

“They’re going to have a hard time recruiting once this rotation's been chewed up... word is even the dry matter down at ADX Florence is getting cold feet.  You have a good one."

Alone again, she stood and held the image she was studying to the daylight to confirm its minor details.  Within its shiny white margin Susan and William occupied the shade of an elm, the former on a smoking motor scooter, talking to the latter as she stood and smiled back at him, opening her mouth to speak.  The pleasure they took in one another glowed through their skins; Josephine set the photo on the windowsill and stepped back, hands settling on her hips.

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Photo du Jour: Quail eggs

10/1/2014

 
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Try and count the darn yolks.  I get 30.  Or 31.  Sometimes 29.  Throws hat into the dust.

James Anthony Apparel (US)

9/1/2014

 
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Holy Shit-
James
Anthony
Apparel


I bought the < deer and
the swallows >
(on special at the moment, $20 US hurrah!)
They're in the US but will send overseas for $13.
According to their site they use recycled and environmentally responsible materials to produce this range of historical/bizarre print-featuring hotness. 

No, it's not all black and no, it's not going to bankrupt you.
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Disclaimer- this is a totally unsolicited and unpaid recommendation- all items purchased by me, no kickbacks, no favours.
Let's support the people who are making great things and doing it right.

liked this image by Arum Design

8/1/2014

 
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Photos du Jour: Stupid, stupid rain.

7/1/2014

 
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Oh GOD.  A solid month of totally gratuitous rain right in the middle of the growing and blooming season.  If we had feathers, we'd be pecking them off each other's heads by now, but thankfully we have the internet instead and we can smear some slushy atmospherics across your screen in an effort to dispel the boredom that sounds like DRIP DRIP DRIP DRIP DRIP DRIP DRIP DRIP DRIP.

And yes I meant that to be all one sentence, jesus, you're so fucking critical argghhh!
I suppose it's better than the minus ten thousand you're all currently experiencing in the northern hemisphere. 
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^ Forty days + nights of this.
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^ Hey hey it's wet honeysuckle.
Wet succulent collection.
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Wet White Admiral Phlox
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Wet arisaemas.
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Wet Aeonium ^
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Wet phormium flower spikes and wet dragon weed?  You're shitting me.
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^ Wet Rangiora leaf.
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Wet Shasta daisy.

Wet path.

Wet daylily.
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^ Wet Rose du Rescht.  
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^  Wet Agastache and clematis.  
One of the few lilies that haven't been munted by botrytis.
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^ A whole first-half-of-the-season's worth of wet Souvenir de Malmaison DOH.
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Lost a few stems here and there, but the dahlias haven't been too bad, all things considered. ^
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^ If there's anything on earth soggier than a wet daylily, I don't want to meet it in a dark alley.
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^ Wet vegetable beds.  Everything's sticky and lanky and blighted and I'm sure the runner beans will get to wilting and rotting aaaanny day now.
^ The Printanor garlic made it through but it's pretty runty.  Right now I would probably trade rain for snow since that would mean we didn't have to go up to the garden in a week's time, rip every sludgy thing out and throw it on a steaming compost heap that's already applied for its own postcode.
That's actually not true, but you get the idea.

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Hostile Witness Film Review: Gravity (2013, Alfonso Cuarón)

6/1/2014

 
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If you've had one ear flapping in any direction in the last three months you've already heard more than you possibly cared to know about Gravity.  Big dollar feature, popular stars... mmmokay.  Might be a rainy afternoon prospect.  Then cue the boring, embarrassingly reiterative interviews, the suspiciously uniform hype, and interest begins to wane.  I'm losing my wood halfway through the trailer programme these days and had remained pretty unmoved by the excerpts that seemed to send every other punter on the planet into conniptions.  All that desperate, panicky scrabbling just reeked of... something... overcompensation, perhaps?  That's it. Gravity just seemed so keen to unzip before we'd even bought it a drink.  Never a good sign.

It's a simple tale.  Enter Ryan; jaded, imperfect isolate engrossed in repairing some element of the many modules that seem to litter near space courtesy of various imperialistic regimes currently squatting on our collective faces.  A missile knocks out a nearby satellite, broadcasting debris and precipitating a series of hypoxic adventures which may or may not culminate in said femme salvaging her life and emotional identity.  I said may or may not... you don't know yet.  (Lol.  Yes you do.)

The first fifteen minutes certainly fulfilled my worst expectations with sludgy dialogue, clichéd vistas and the dominance of Clooney’s lounge-lizard delivery, but then his shit-eating impassivity always makes me want to chase him with a broom.  What we ultimately have here in spite of whatever critical hand-jobbing you might have encountered is an astronaut procedural.  Without alien intervention, you're always running the risk that in space, no one will care, and for all its freneticism Gravity certainly flirts with disengagement, allowing my partner and I protracted bouts of disinterest, endless grunting and groping notwithstanding.  That might be an artefact of personal inclination but hmm, I don't know... could it just be that long portions of its much-vaunted kinetic sequences are simply boring?  Oversold?  I'm going with yes.

Would different leads have kicked this fancy cornfest in a more interesting direction?  Debatable.  Bullock's increasingly static features are ill-equipped to convey the kind of blood-sweating extremis and pathos her character should have surely evinced.  She and Clooney are both thickly over-feted in my opinion, enjoying reputations seemingly unrelated to the plodding adequacy/comprehensive dullness of their work, and they weren't going to be shaken out of that snuggy mediocrity by anything in this script.  Its romanticism might have been a saving grace if the themes of physical and spiritual consciousness had been handled with more originality or sophistication (exhibit A- the sun on the Ganges/entire ground control dialogue; the prosecution rests).  Optimism and fatalism are guddled with the same glib fingers.  That, and I’ll always want to shank a scenario plucked from that central pole in the patriarchal marquee- feminine incompetence.  It can be argued that the whole flick is predicated on this expectation; testicles still equal fortitude and utility in the popular imagination and their possession by the protagonist would certainly have robbed us of much of our anxiety about his fate.  She apologises to her male colleague for a catastrophe caused by errant space-junk.  Let’s just hope she can cook.

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Technically and especially visually, Gravity passes muster with a painterly style, quality rendering and high-end cinematography.  While I take my hat off to the artisanal handling of static infinity and, to a lesser extent, collision, I still felt a... a flabby remove in the midst of all that busy complexity when I should have been ducking and covering.  It was the same with Bullock’s uncontrolled flight, supposedly so harrowing; is it wrong to complain that I wasn't chundering into my popcorn?  It felt yaw and impact-deficient.
Even before we were treated to a handy textual reminder that that space is, um, you know, a bit fucking quiet and airless, I was daring to hope for some sense of a frozen and infinite silence as vast glittering mechanisms splintered around me.  We were assaulted instead by a droning, manipulative score that seemed painfully conscious of the tension lost to zero-gravity, side-stepping the challenge offered by the Void and slathering it with slasher-flick stylings, alternately screeching over the top of our skepticism and wetly fellating our sympathies.  It has enjoyed a lot of acclaim but it's my contention that no score should have to work this hard.  Hit the mute button for a while once it's out on DVD and tell me I'm wrong.  I was reminded of Jonny Greenwood's work in There Will Be Blood; similarly strident but a response to, and not a cover for, writing that demanded nothing less.  No such luck here.

Personally I would have brought the curtain down five minutes short of the finale, underscoring the emotional trajectory before pandering to the physical.  Pfff.   Gravity seems to have thrilled and satisfied a good chunk of its intended audience.  I’m just not sure we're in that demographic.

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Flipping off good taste: big black bedroom.

4/1/2014

 
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Painting the bedroom black using the fullest resources of my zombie tradesman inventory.

Tired of the chromatic quotidian, we decided to go full teenage with four litres of boundless sable.  It was a good decision.  Our walls were chronically fucked up after 15 years of banging in nails/gouging the hell out of them with furniture; dramatic amendment was long overdue.  I might post another pic once everything's back up, but in the meantime I wanted to memorialize the transcendent cosmic eternity of these pristine black walls.  Well, sort of pristine.  Looks like there used to be a door back there at one stage, doesn't it?  

This cottage is about 150 years old now and in the right light, superseded aspects of its architecture leer from under its surfaces like some sort of Hellraiser outtake.  Or Nightmare on Elm Street.  I forget which.

So, what is a black room like, exactly?  Good question!
In a word, soothing.  During the day it takes a restful back seat to whatever you've hung on the wall, and this is an especial bonus for us since we collect textiles and ethnographica and like to dress our vertical acreage pretty intensively.  At night it is cradling and intimate.  It frames a view really well.  If you are a fan of shadow you'll find plenty to love about it.  It doesn't clash with anything.  If your place is bitsy and incoherent, black pulls it all together and smoothes out all those ugly, shitty little details that've bugged you since you moved in- in our case that's the twenty-three thousand different types of moulding, coving, skirting, beading etc that successive owners have so thoughtfully installed over the years.  In too-short lengths.  Over layers of defunct carpet and wallpaper.  Bless them.  It is inexpensive, especially if your walls are already dark (ours were- one coat yaaaay!) and a great way to cover a naff paper.  It really does not make your space seem any smaller- people love to say that for some reason but don't listen to those arseholes, seriously.  Black is no more imposing than any other deep-base type colour; we have a jewel-blue lounge and a purple kitchen and haven't slit our wrists yet.  If I'm sounding evangelical it's because I am.   Permanent nocturne- ¡Bueno!

It's the weekend.  Let's have some Peaches, bitches.

4/1/2014

 
Considered as a whole, it could be argued that this piece encompasses a meaningful corpus of the highly-faceted subtleties and contradictions of the Feminine experience and indeed, the human narrative per se.  Whatever your philosophical position, it is impossible to remain unmoved by the sentiment so eloquently and resolutely articulated within the pulsating text of this deeply-venerated classic.

=)
NSFW, btw. 

Neochilenia jussieui / Eriosyce heinrichiana simularis / Pyrrhocactus in flower.

2/1/2014

 

Happy 2014!  It's always auspicious to start a new calendar year with something living and blooming so I hope this takes the edge off your hangover.  Will post some more serialization soon, just finishing off painting the bedroom.  Black.  Ah ha ha ha ha!


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This guy's about 6 years old and I received it as a seedling.  I'm proud of my little Kermit-green pillar of velvety dinosaur humps; though it spikes me all the bloody time, it never gives me a moment's anxiety vis-a-vis its wellbeing, flowering two-three times a year in fits and starts, so I'd say it's pretty happy with the extreme neglect I lavish on it.  No water over winter under an unheated verandah and water when I remember (about twice a month) over the quite lengthy summer growing season.

I'm not sure I'd call it a beginner's plant, despite the ease of cultivation.  Neochilenia are Atacama natives, adapted to very notional soil and little more than sea-mist for all their irrigation requirements.  Our mild maritime temps and seaside humidity seem to suit them to a T, as long as they are kept dry over winter; lack of atmospheric moisture might be a problem if you're somewhere mid-continental.

If you leave them alone, they are eager to please; overwater or pamper and they'll turn into a stump of soggy brown within a week.  That's been my experience, anyway.   
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Here's my Neochilenia jussieui or Eriosyce heinrichiana simularis (or Pyrrhocactus something/1000 other names for the same damn plant) in full flower, early summer.  
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The Blackthorn Orphans Serialization: Reconnaissance 6

2/1/2014

 
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William carried two bottles of vodka under each arm, halted in the entrance hall by the smell of cooling blood.  He thought it at first an artifact of the house itself, the timbers' oaken darkness sometimes exhaling a kindred note with evening, but the mortal scent lifted its face to him as he questioned it further and he set the bottles down.  Moving slowly in the silence he drew the handgun from the back of his jeans and reached behind himself to lock the garage door.

The balustrade made no complaint at his scaling of its carven framework.  Climbing onto the heavy handrail where it turned into the second flight with the pistol between his teeth, he jumped at the floor overhead, easing himself over and letting himself down onto the boards without a sound.  With eyes and ears he scanned the darkness of the hall in both directions, discovering fat little circles of soupy red forming a trail along the floor, resisted by the tight, stout weave of the rugs where it had wandered over them.

"Christabel..." he called, discreetly.  The blood led him into his own rooms, impressed in narrow footprints around his piled clothes and a red smear across the chest at the end of the tester frame.  He followed it to the bathroom door where it was painted liberally around the handle.  The shapes blurred, overlaid by all the other portals to that sight he knew awaited him, one hundred other disallowed companions, bloodless, beaten, strung or disarticulated according to the inexorable will that trailed him, the wailing of their kin rising all around.  For a moment William stood without being able to command his hand, the curing blood like some dire, debarring seal until he raised an arm and pushed once at the door.  It swung inward and halted halfway from the wall. 

Susan's body had gathered loosely behind her knees between the white tiled wall and the end of the deep footed tub.  Her eyes were closed and a plum-coloured bruise marked her forehead.  The shape under his foot became the cord of the brass lamp at her feet, its base half-caved and spattered darkly.  The pathos of her lonely refuge dispatched his faltering impetus and for a moment he could only stare at the arm she had swathed with black cloth; without a sound, she opened her eyes and slid the limb behind her back.  

Her sentience gave him a moment of thoughtless joy, before whispering such terrible suggestions that his gaze darkened with dread and he murmured against them, setting the pistol on the sink.  She watched him sink to his knees and cried out as he reached for her ankles, extricating her from beside the tub with grim perfunction.

"Susan... Christabel... this is important... were you were bitten?  It doesn't matter where, just tell me now..."  In twisting away from him she found she could summon no meaningful resistance, sitting spiritless while he pressed a hand to her neck as though it required his last degree of courage.  Her skin replied on her behalf, as luminously warm as he remembered, well-served by the pulse that thudded against the heel of his palm.  Unable to accept such simple certainty he made a survey of her arms and legs, pulling back her nightdress and feeling along her back and over her sides and stomach, his fingers finding unbroken skin instead of sliding into sticky wounds or meeting buried, jagged shapes.  One of his T-shirts wrapped her arm, hastily and ineffectually, and he took the limb in both hands.  "Is this everything?" he urged.  Looking down at it, Susan nodded, eyes flooding thickly as she mashed her face into his shoulder, loosing a rough, spluttering sob.  “Ishah i’sidati...” he whispered, lifting an elated smile toward the ceiling and embracing her in his inapposite delight, mouthing gratitude to his presiding deities.  “Don’t cry, cloudcheeks."  He sagged as she wiped her face and grimaced at the deposit her streaming nose had left on his sleeve.  "Putain de fucking merde de bordel... don't do that to me, Christabel.  Now I need a fucking paramedic." 
"I'm sorry... there's... I put snot on you..." she confessed.
"Never mind." William sighed, embracing her again, then lifting her elbow and examining her arm.  Her bloodied fingers seemed like those of a severed hand in their listless curl; he touched his own to their tips.  "Please tell me you can feel that."
"I can, just... don't... don't touch it."

The objection seemed senseless, and she relented, at first looking away while he worked the blood-soaked shirt loose, then down at the fuzzy lines and clotted red of the lacerations.  They ran in slack, skewed concert from the inside of her elbow to where they had torn free over her wrist, leaving the skin cut away from the flesh beneath and lying in half-translucent ripples.  Another solitary gash had dragged through the upper surface of her forearm before veering toward the others.  They had crossed a series of consequential veins, and three still bled profusely.  Though they gave William little joy they were not the poisoned, blackening ulcers of his worst fears and he plucked a small triangle of broken glass from the largest.  

“Put your finger there, and press hard.  No, hard." he insisted when the digit slid off across her skin.
"What's the time?" she murmured, drawing his frown to the bruise on her head and the diffuse nature of her gaze.  With shreds torn from a length of towel he contrived a peculiar braided dressing, winding it onto her limb like maypole ribbon.
"Are you thirsty?  Feel sick?" he inquired.  She shook her head while he examined her eyes intently.  "No flashing lights?  Can you hear okay?"  Her skull seemed free of the pulpy depressions and slashes of blackened red that he sought so assiduously, stroking back her hair, but he leant in toward her ears and mouth to discount the faint, varnish-like scent of leaking fluids.
"I'm alright." Susan sighed, eyes closed.
“Clench your fist.” he instructed, adjusting the tightness of the final knot.  "Okay... what happened?"
She spoke between involuntary breaths, leaning forward onto her left arm.
“My room... I was in my room, and I thought I heard... I went to close the window, and they were coming up the wall...”
“You're three floors up.”
“No, I mean... they tried to.”  The little exposition defeated her.  "Then... something... I think the window broke, and they fell.”

Again he allowed his attention to extend outward through the empty rooms.  

“Stay here.  I'll have a look.” he told her.  Susan used the edge of the basin to haul herself to her feet, the white tiles bowing violently toward her when she followed him, forcing her to stagger sideways with her arms out.  He turned back in time to make a lurching save at which she shrieked and seized a handful of his hair.  “If you were a baby monkey that would be cute.” he exclaimed, head dragged sideways in her grasp. 
"You'll drop me!"
"I won't drop you."  She held on grimly as he attempted to unload her on to the bed, a dark stain creeping across her bandage and forcing him to bear her into the hall, her grip on his hair loosening only as he purveyed her to the stairs beneath her apartment.  Susan sat slowly on the lower treads, and he ascended on his own.

An atmosphere of brief, thwarted brutality and the glass scattered across the bedclothes remained to illustrate her story.  The casement hung out over the drop at a strange, defeated angle, the upper hinge ripped free of the wood and the lower rail broken from the stile.  Blood lay in fluted smears across the sill, in dark, soaked rounds upon the quilt and spatters on the floor; glass crunched under his boots when he pulled the bed from the wall and leant out to examine the scene below.  A series of gouges tracked their way up the plaster from the confusion of thorny, flattened roses at its foot.  On the stairs Susan hunched at the sound of him forcing the frame back into shape; he met her in the doorway when she climbed toward him and glanced back over his shoulder at the window.
"There's nothing down there, honestly.  Tell me what they looked like, while it's fresh.”

She shook her head.

“I don't know... I hit my head, and after that... there's really nothing.  I can't see them.” she admitted gravely.  In her need to fashion something coherent she found it easier to keep her eyes from him.  "That night in the laundry, when there was someone outside... it was... like that, but, it’s... there’s something...”  She stared at the moonlit window.  "It's mad.  Why would you do this?"  Like chimes troubled in a distant room, aspects of her discourse struck him, tugging at the cords binding a great black prodigy; it relished her description as a demon dotes upon the final syllables of an invocation.  “I know this sounds mental, but they didn't look like a person... I mean, a normal person.”  Susan shook her head against her hand and wrestled again with images that fragmented under the force she brought to bear.  "I had the lamp... I hit them hard... they had hold of my arm and the window broke, then... she fell...”  In grappling with the events in sequence she stumbled on a homologue and looked up, opening her good hand toward him.  “My grandmother had this old book, one of those... an almanac.  On one page there were good fairies, the nice ones... then she'd turn over to the evil ones, with teeth and horrible faces.  That's what I see.”
“White, black, in between?”
“White... very white."
"Female?" he suggested.  She nodded, frowning.  “Big, small?”  She shrugged, then looked up at him.
“I... big.  Like you.  But I can't see any more than that.  It's just... a stupid blur.”  Standing in the darkness with his back to the cold glow of the window, William seemed to become aware of his own unsettling aspect and glanced out through the frame.
“You need to get dressed so I can take you into town.”  Susan looked down at the ragged stains on the front of her gown and shook her head again emphatically.
"No doctors.  Just get me something out of there." she sighed, nodding at the dresser.
"Christabel, don't be a mental case.  I'm taking you to an ER."
"No... I'm not going to a bloody hospital..."  Her stare followed his own, even as he closed his eyes to evade its imploring petition.  "Could you not just clean it up for me or something?"
"Kali ni'ah... poupée..."  He gazed up at the ceiling and let his head fall to one side.  "I could stitch it, but it'd be a long time, not a good time, and I don't know if I can... your little face would be looking right at me."  She looked away, despondent.  "Alright..." he groaned.  "I'll try."
“What about the guard?” she asked wearily as he assisted her down the stairs.
“If he’s dead, he’ll keep, and if he’s alive, he’s fucking fired.  Come on... I’ve got the shit in my room.”  

She held his hand along the corridor.  Words came to her from an almost wave-ridden distance, her own name, then the slitting, suede-like noises she recognized as the sounds of her own flesh opening, a tearing snarl leaping up at her and falling away.  Susan stopped and tried to look down at the remembered face.  
“You've got a gun.” she whispered.  "Why?"  
“Get in here and sit your arse down.” he replied.

With her improving perception she noticed that his suite was as hopelessly disordered in reality as it had been in her confusion, defiant of her increasingly token interventions.  Leading her around the bed, he sat her down and took a pillow from those tumbled against the headboard.  They both looked down at the blood soaking the front of her nightdress; she was gripped by the urge to be rid of it, loathing the press of it against her stomach, and he helped her up, walking her to the anteroom.  In the darkness she attempted to drag the flannelette over her head and found she could not, the pain in her arm bringing tears once more to her eyes.  Behind her, he bent down and took the gown in both hands, drawing it over her shoulders and easing the sleeve along the bandage, his presence beside her bare skin striking her at first as fraught and hotly awkward; she lifted her hands to her breasts but the gesture seemed so graceless that she gave it up.  He lowered the new nightdress slowly over her head, the fabric brushing her lids and the short curve of her chin and settling around her.  While he fastened the button at her nape the small movements of his hands fell through her like cooling embers, closing her eyes while he slid the tie from his hair and gathered hers to the base of her neck.  

With her once more seated William began rifling the stacks of boxes, muttering all the while to himself in the patois best suited to the expression of annoyance.  He departed in his distraction, returning with a small coffer bearing grimacing primate features in the timber of its lid.  

“I hate monkeys.” she sighed.  He placed the little chest on the mattress and sat beside her.
“I am fucked in the head for doing this.  You need a doctor.  What've you got against our selfless health professionals?”
“Nothing... I just... hate hospitals and doctors.  And I've got no insurance.”  
"If it's the money, I'll..."
"I'm an overstayer." she complained.  "They'll deport me."   
"Oh yeah, ça va... so am I, come to think of it.”
“What?" 
"Illegal aliens.  I don't even own a passport."
"What... your brother too?"
"He's totally fucking alien.  That's why he trucks with Opal.  He has to keep everything on the low or they'll haul him off to dick dungeon for all his miscellaneous evildoing."
"God, that’s...”
“Greasy, yeah, I know.”  He shrugged, fatalistic.  “So here we are, all free and brave and whatnot til you get mad at me and dime us out to Immigration."  William leant over his knees, pressing his knuckles to his forehead.  "Susan... is there nothing I can say to get you to an ER?  Please just let me drive you in..." 
"Stop asking me.  If you don't want to do it, I'll have a go myself." she promised, unable to ascribe the strange taste of his reluctance.
"Alright..." he sighed.  "So... how's the pain?  It's bad, isn't it?"  He reached back into the bedside drawer, lit a joint and handed it to her.  Susan drew hard and spluttered.
"Where do you get this stuff?"
"Cay, and Sticky Gerald.  Take the edge off?"  

She nodded emphatically and frowned down at the contents of the box.  A bizarre pharmacopeia was revealed beneath the thick lid; bundles of dry vegetable matter, small brown paper bags labeled with black ink symbols, tiny jars of liquid and doubtful-looking suspensions and crisp, dark wizened things that looked like desiccated fungi or sea creatures crackled as he delved amongst them.  He took out a small white taproot, waxen and glabrous like the skin of an elver, and set it aside on the bed; she eyed it warily, shuddering at its plump little midriff and tapering bifurcations.  William also selected one of the paper bags, two of the diminutive jars, one full of oily matter and the other clouded as though with dust, a crepe bandage, a curved needle and some glossy black thread.  From the bedside table he took a hunting knife, from which she jerked her arm toward herself.

“I thought I’d just take it off at the elbow... we can get you a pirate hook, or you know... one of those clip-on fans.” he smiled, taking her wrist and easing her hand open; she closed her eyes and let her shoulders sag, allowing his voice to do its work.  “You don't even have to trust me, Christabel... this is one of my few tiny little domaines d'expertise."  
"I don't trust anyone." she admitted.
"If you fell out of a combine harvester in five hundred pieces, I could stitch you back together and you'd end up just as beautiful as you are now.  Or almost.  To my eyes.”  He eased the knife under the dressing as he spoke, slitting it open before she could object again, the pain in her arm expanding with the release of its binding.  Watching her eyes close, he got up and brought the copper tub lying under the hole in the ceiling to her feet in time to catch the contents of her stomach.  She sat dejectedly, spitting a slug of bollchu into the tub at William's insistence, its potency stripping out the sour taste. 

He threaded the needle with a discerning squint, pausing to press the curious little taproot into her hand, closing her fingers around it and smiling as her face betrayed disgust.  The small paper bag contained a quantity of something resembling brittle, sun-dried insects and he emptied them into his mouth, chewing for a moment before spitting them as a smooth black paste onto his palm.  Susan made strenuous objections while he added the contents of both jars to the masticated mixture but he caught her delinquent limb and brought it back onto the pillow.
“Don’t be so fancy.  Spit makes the world go round.” he promised.
“That's money.”  
“No it's not.  Try going out and buying someone else’s spit.”
“I’m trying not to think about that." she sighed while he used two fingers to paint the salve over her wounds, attending to each in turn so that it covered the raw flesh entirely and began a peppery chemical burn where it had sat longest.  She sucked in a breath until pins and needles signaled the onset of a comprehensive insensitivity.  Though he had tended a thousand such wounds in the midst of violence, screams and suppurating filth, the thought of pushing a needle into her flesh forced him to sit back and reach for the joint himself in an attempt to ease the torque of apprehension.  
“These can move around a lot as they heal and you get abscesses, so..."  He blew a long, tight breath.  "I’m going to have to go deep with the first few.  And I have the worst fucking performance anxiety ever... if you keep looking at me I’ll end up sewing my hand to your knee.”    
“I have to look."
"Why?"
"Nothing’s worse than not knowing.”

He made a doubtful face and used his free hand to encircle her arm and push the wounds together, arranging them to his satisfaction before testing the needle against a laceration.  
"Feel anything?"
"Why do you have a gun?”  

William fumbled, sitting back in exasperation.

“You have to stop asking questions.  I’m down to my last three answers, and believe me, you won’t like them.”  Her silence did not excuse him.  “That gun is perfect for home defence.”  Susan crept her sound hand toward his and held it until he sighed again and glanced at her, explicitly grateful.
"Go on... I can't feel a thing." she urged.  She watched him lace the narrow rows of webbed black stitching that defined and unified each wound until her arm looked like a Georgian sampler, the work so fine and even that she smiled in admiration of its grisly elegance.  
“Knowing isn’t everything.” he murmured as he worked.  “You're burdened with it... you can’t be blissfully informed."  He leant forward and bit through the end of one line.  She could feel his breath on her arm as the anaesthetic began to wane; he wound the crepe around his handiwork to keep the sight of it from troubling her.  “Once that stuff gets into your system it’ll make you want to sleep, so I’ll leave you here.”

Without knowing if it was the loss of blood or his solicitude, or something in the occult compounds he had administered, Susan was struck by regret at his impending departure.  She lay her hand on his wrist, where it served as emissary, her stare entreating his own.  He blinked in the slowly lateral and strangely communicative manner that no longer disturbed her.

"Stay..." she said quietly, setting her arm across his midst as though to keep him.  William touched his face to the side of her head, groaning softly into her hair.
"Christabel... you have to sleep this off, and I have to get out of here... there are parts of me that don’t care if either of us respect them in the morning.”  He placed the joint on the bedside table.  "For the heaves."  Pulling back the bedclothes, he put her feet under the covers and waited patiently for her to give up his hand, which she did reluctantly, without opening her eyes.   



Outside the wind slid through brass chimes, striking the bells with idle fingers but Susan opened her eyes to the certainty she had been roused by something more, lying on her back and wondering if her own snoring had disturbed her.  Flame-like pain licked along the arm beneath her bandage and she looked down at where it rested on the palampore quilt; the birds and lotus-hearted palmettes, hand-drawn in indigo and warm vermeil, lay as they had been, their mellow beauty apparent even in the shade of the tester frame.  Closing her eyes did not dismiss the perception of disturbance.  As she lay arguing against it the quilt began to crease, then slide slowly across her lap.  Her fist closed on it to no avail and her gaze followed the taut fabric to the edge of the mattress where the livid, half-stoved face of her attacker gaped at her, greedy fists snatching once more at her torn arm.

The pain beneath her bandage redoubled as she lifted her head and found it clutched under her chin against her dream assailant.  Susan cursed the encounter, knowing it had destroyed all prospect of repose, kicking back the quilt and rolling off the bed onto her feet.  The faint glow of the night sky through the drapes drew everything beneath the tester frame in crowded silhouette when she leant down to peer into the void.  Finding nothing living, she looked around William's possessions until her gaze settled on the stand beside the bed.  

Its drawer came to her quietly and she drew the lamp closer to illuminate its contents; a book of matches emblazoned with the livery of a club she had been warned about, a keyring laden with a heathen figure fashioned from black wood and so imbued with menace that her delving fingers avoided contact with it and plastic identity cards shuffled by the action of the drawer.  She chose a few, appalled and intrigued to find they carried a range of names and guises.  The largest object was an exotic weapon she did not recognize as a katar, a punch dagger wrought with black niello work and scored with an Arabic maxim.  Reaching into the back of the drawer, her fingers closed on something smooth, a polished disc from which the light flashed brightly, its edges exceeding by a modest degree the palm of her upturned hand.  A kind of stone, she guessed, cloud-white and crowded with fingers of dense, pine-needle green, as smooth as if it had been water-worn for centuries and suggesting so formidable an antiquity that it might have opened in her hands and spoken with a voice as cold as snow.  

In turning from the bedside table her feet brushed a large, squared object beneath the frame that she dragged out and settled on the mattress, sweeping its attendant dust from the palampore.  It was a volume bound in thick green hide embossed with sinuous vegetation, its leaves of heavy yellow card all scuffed and stubbed at their corners.  Polaroids tumbled from them onto her nightdress as she sat down with it.  

Some were smudged and all smelled faintly of wine and cigarettes, badly framed and exposed.  Someone had photographed William while he slept in an unfamiliar bed, face down in a dim room with windows draped in black cloth.  Susan made out a blonde figure reflected in the glass and decided it was Lilian; she had recorded him unconscious and semi-naked, then scowling at her from behind sunglasses starred by the flash in a bathtub, a shower cap containing his scarlet hair, an inflatable dinosaur preserving a nominal modesty.

The foxed leaves held a collection of elderly, large-format photographs mounted in some esoteric order.  From William's evasion of the topic she guessed the vistas belonged somewhere in montaine Asia, but could glean little else from them.  Their aged monochrome held views of stony slopes and flights of countless, snow-dressed peaks so pale they barely registered against the paper, white-flecked rivers grinding down through gnathic gorges and scouring their foothills.  She leant over each in her search for some visible focus, finding endless, scriptless pages of confluent landscape that slowly revealed itself to be the sole object of memorial, the sequence fusing into a knowledge of its distant whole.

In her patient foray she found two lone human figures, the first a young man; beside him on a waist-wide path stood a pony blurred by movement, its profuse mane almost concealing the sack tied to its back.  The figure sat on a rock in modest native dress, black hair tied in an unseen tail.  Upon examination he bore a marked, if not inerrant, resemblance to William and she lifted the album with her good hand, poring over the image in an attempt to fault the likeness.  If she had finally located some erstwhile ancestor, the workings of biology posed more questions than it satisfied; frowning, she turned the page and was confronted with something infinitely more disturbing.

A single battered photograph clung at a slight angle to the middle of the leaf, its two figures standing by the stony footing of a Hindu shrine, its murtis thickly-dressed with wreaths of pale flowers.  Both subjects were fair, dark haired and shirtless as though preparing for some ritual obeisance; one faced the camera with hands on his hips while the other stood with his back to it, face in profile.  The sun had shone brightly on that scene, delineating features so like William’s that she could not convince herself otherwise, and the same light played on the second figure, painting the black, shamanic complexities of the pattern covering his back in clear-cut contrast.  His unmistakable reserve, the look of fathomless consideration in his profile threw a choking coil around her as she discerned the small degree to which the characters on his back differed from his brother’s, since it was Edward who stood with such definitive indifference to the lens.  At the bottom of the page someone had pencilled a brief remark.

                                                                'darshan, Neelkanth Parbat'

Susan shoved the album from her lap and was rewarded with a ripping pain in her arm that forced her to cradle it and breathe through bared teeth.  Another picture had fallen from the pages and lay beyond the foot that she had drawn up with her knees.  Its stippled Kodacolor degraded toward the corners, but William glowed in its midst like something freshly painted, standing on a lawn in a printed shirt and dark, cropped hair before the green drape of a weeping elm.  His arm encircled the skull of a less statuesque companion, pale hand clasping the stranger’s broad forehead in an attitude of provocative familiarity that required no introduction.  The man was dark-eyed and well-made, surely the proud indigéne of some Mediterranean state with his high-collared suit, obedient, sun-streaked coif and Riviera tan.  Together they seemed a demonstration of opposing principles, though their ease betokened intimate acquaintance.  The print would have brought a smile to her face had its colour shift not rendered it in the pastels of a summer so long perished.

Susan pushed the album quickly beneath the quilt as the door preceded William.

"Ça va?" he asked, seeking something in the chest at the end of the bed.  She stared past it at the little she could see of him.
"When's your birthday?" she inquired.  His posture changed behind the intervening furnishings.
"I... scorpio.  Whatever month that is."
“How old are you?”

The quiet stood between them as he slid the drawer closed.  Susan watched him formulate an answer, the time elapsing between her inquiry and his reply ringing with an elemental truth.  

“I forget, all the time.” he admitted.  “Ed won’t be back tonight and Frost's working, so I’ll stay in his rooms, but if you need me...”
“I’m alright here.” she told him.   

When he had gone, Susan plucked the captioned image from its backing and kicked the album under the bed.  Its enigmatic subjects refused to be remanded or dismissed by any defensive exegesis of her own devising, and she looked around herself, surveying again the great heterogeneous hoard crowded about her.  Amongst it there was nothing able to tell of its own fortune, nothing valued beyond utility or trade, and the pieces spoke to her in unison as though finally granted leave to do so.  They were no studied compilation but the record of a lifetime as convoluted and unaccountable as its appurtenance.  The pain in her arm became a metronomic rhythm and she sank backward, the canopy looming overhead like the great black footing of a thundercloud.

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